Ch-ch-changes

So. I've decided to go Vegan. And to quite drinking my beloved Diet Coke. And to work out everyday. And to lose 58686959586 lbs...expect results by tomorrow.

 I've gained 35 lbs since I got married! (that's like...7 months) WHAT. Seriously?! Seriously.  I never even DREAMED that I'd gain that much unless I was PREGNANT. Moving to a new town, new marriage, with no friends, no family caused me to basically shut down (I hardly ever left the house). And eat. and eat (also didn't help that my husband ONLY eats junk food). I've TRIED to lose weight TRUST ME. But 4 years ago I was anorexic, and that screwed up EVERYTHING. My metabolism, my view of my body, and basically HOW I lose weight. Going anorexic wasn't worth it AT ALL. But even though I KNOW eating too little is horrid for you, I still don't want to do anything else but starve to lose weight. I WANT RESULTS NOW. But I know that instant results don't last in the long run (ex: me)

I've dealt with a lot of emotional issues (mainly bipolar) and continue to do so on a daily basis. So not only do I want to lose weight, but I've read that emotional issues can be either helped or hindered by diet. I'm experimenting.

So. The journey to full body health begins.